Time Keeps On Slipping…

I’ve been working on lyrics to a song. The general theme is about being pushed to the edge and my verse basically describes how I’ve been pushed over already. The Wolf and Beast have plenty to vent about. The original song just had Evil E on it but now Rez & KrAze are getting down. Another song we’re going to re-do is the “Trinity” freestyle, rework some lyrics and produce it ourselves. The original is on our myspace page. Like it or leave, it’s cathartic to me.

The Virginia Tech massacre has been on my mind since it happened on Monday, April 16. The news hit me harder than Columbine did. Maybe because I’m older. Either way, my sympathy goes out to all of the families that lost someone that day and to the gunman. To feel alone/lonely, confused, disregarded, insignificant, not loved, depressed are all emotions that I have experienced and I empathize with. Its a shame that someone wasn’t able to connect with him and prevent the murder of all those people. It was a really sad and shocking occurrence. Of course the media and law enforcement are scrambling to gain insight as to how something like this can happen. From what I gathered (mainly from the NY Times), there were plenty of signs that suggested Cho was troubled. Speculation ensues, however, by individuals who have no business assuming things (fuck you shame on you Jack Thompson, YouTube Video. Gamers Protest Propaganda in NYC on May 5th.).

The darkness inside will not consume me.

~ by El Lobo Negro on April 19, 2007.